y0x people!i jus changed my template, altho it look super like the prev one just that the top pictures is stars this time ! becos i simply love the star ! but i spend like 2 hours on blogskins trying to find a template to my liking but this is the best i could get, i wonder if it's becos i got too high expectation. oh well, maybe one day ill try to create one myself.

and i finally change the song too. altho i was lookin for some other songs, but i shall do with this song 1st

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想
你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

oh, and i came across this from my friend's blog

"Am I using these faces to fake my way through life, to fit in different groups in my life? Am 'I' the true 'I' you see?"

am i the true i you see? sometimes i dont even understand myself. sometimes i dont even know what i want. but i feels as though im different with different groups of friends. i dont know.

and i realise im always running away from things. what things? ask me yourself.