i finally managed able to msg that someone. i'm actually happy i overcome the barrier. i think that person is happy too. i mean, i can tell that someone is trying hard to help me, how can i not help myself? furthermore, it's hard finding someone whom you can actually talk to without being afraid that the whole world knows about it and the answer i get always seems to let me understand the issue. and i think it's that person's busy schedule that's holding me back from chatting. oh well~

anyway, came across something from someone's blog

"You lied to someone (that's the act of sinning).
You got away with things.
You go 'HAHA! Everything is fine! No one knows what's happening!'. (BUT GOD KNOWS)
And you stick with this 'easy-way-out' behavior and eventually got used to it."

im so so so guilty about this. i guess i really got used to it. and when something happen, i dont know what to do. maybe i should learn to say things out. i'll try to end this.

and someone brought me to tecman to apply for job. and someone asked how was the environment. i answer neutral cause i didnt have the time to recall. seriously speaking, the music there seems to like calm my mind. and im actually interested in all the verses ans books there. and i think i'll be back there after cny with $$ to get a book probably. PROVIDED I KNOW HOW TO GO BACK ! i think i know. =X

and someone is goin for driving test! good luck!

and someone finally pay the phone bills and the fone is in use! i gonna spam someone's inbox ! =X

and someone take care! dont fall sick !

there's a lot of someone in my post~ they may or may not be the same person! guess it yourself! but i think the owner will know =X cause i can sense that SOMEONE has strong sixth sense. lalala~