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todae ish a v v v tired day so post postponed tmr bio test. shyt? *pray hard* off!

let's see. today lesson was DAMN SIAN! actually nt v sian one ler. but 1st period ish pe. den make us so tired fer da rest of da day..blehhx! today de pe we ran with manda! acc her run. den cher keep complainin we too slow. haha! but den. nbm lah. jus not in the mood to run today. so sian! but still sweat a lot lah! even tho weather wasnt that hot. bahhx! den the rest of the day was jus tutorials! den geog. dey tok abt humanities trip to UK!!!! but $2800 lah! so ex! n i'm nt v interested not becos i dun like da place...but becos...of some reasons. heh! i shant disclosed it here! LOL! den finally! mr pang gt smth on n we CANT have 2 hours of maths lesson! so like once in a million kind of thingy! was so happy sehx! cos maths lesson ish really boring ler! =X now..let's see smth.... in case u all cant see...the red words say "underperformer!! I'm shocked! Do something about it!" i'm nt sayin i'm proud of this...jus that...tis ish da 1st time a cher ever w...

today ish another long weekday. but monday always pass very fast. not sure why...maybe cos the lesson all nt tt boring cept fer GP. bahhx! today hab maths n chem prac. maths test was hard lah. i dunno wad i doin. would be a miracle if i pass. but if i dun pass cher gonna call my parents le. cos last test i fail too. he say fail both den he'll call parents. shyt? bahhx. jus pray tt i pass. tho i noe i din put in enuff effort to study... oh well. too bad i guess... den ish lesson n lesson den chem prac. bahhx. the prac was kinda ok bahx. jus da solvin part. my ans diff frm others. so i guess i'm wrong. cos usin specimen ans mahx. so ans shud b same one. so too bad fer me i guess. den da skill D whr u analyse error one. aiya. that one i memorise liao. but at that point dunno why i forget. so i dun think will get good marks bahx..blehhx. den got back last fri de chem paper...5/30! sian? cher put down there "underperformer!! i'm shocked!!" n ask me clarify n stuffs de....

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LIFE To that someone, I don't know what's happening in your life or to you. Perhaps I had taken an absence too long to be actually legal to be there for you right now. I really am clueless about everything and maybe a lot of others too. Too many "someone"s I had long forgotten to say a "hi" or "bye" to, although I know it does matter. Blame it on my laziness. Alot of times I had wanted to ask but I didn't. Silent, yet questioning. If you had really wanted to tell me you would but you didn't anyway. Some other people will be there for you maybe much more helpful but not much more willingly than I would. Anyway, life's is life. And it does hit the bottom every few seconds.But this is life. I wish you would at least find solace in all the other friends so willingly and concern about you right now. I hope you are fine. -+- above was taken frm my friend's blog. hope she dont mind. =\ sometimes...i just feel the same way as she do. i, too...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON ! bahhx! so tired cum lazy to study these few days! why cant we have longer holidays? anyway for chinese new year info please visit http://skcoriewnim.blogspot.com LAZY UPDATE! =X

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION! TO KEAL DO ALL THE TEACHERS HOMEWORK BAHHX! teachers give hmwkSSSS and testSSSS as though we have no relative to visit and no where to go and no spring cleaning this CHINESE NEW YEAR! oh how great!

home sweet home! sure dunno how to celebrate cny~ no performance no songs jus givin oranges to cher a video clip n TA DA! thats it! wth? waste my precious time goin lah! no song nth!! dun even hab da cny atmosphere! nbm...it's the FIRST and LAST time i'm celebrating cny with !!! Miss Ng READ my blog! so no bad comments for PE ehx? if nt kenna keal ah! hahahahaha! =X ytd de PE was so....TIRING!!! we run one round then do exercise. den 1 round. exercise one round exercise! den the round must be within 2min 10 secs!! GRRRR but 1/2way thru LIGHTNIN! BUT lightnin = go hall fer PE!!! went hall join the guys...dey were doin jumpin jacks. den we do. den folo do various exercise too! i prefer the guys' PE CAUSE i dont like to RUN RUN RUN! i rather do exercise!!! and goin to hall to join the guys....make me miss the tracks! NOT BECOS i love to run. but becos it's easier to do exercise CAUSE at least....YOUR HAND AND KNEE WONT SLIDE AND MAKE IT HARDER TO DO EXERCISE! esp static ho...

i@ fun finally over fun? idk.... hot? YES! bahhx! jus a random update. life's boring. esp when.... boohoohoo

can things be the same once it has changed ? yea. i'm wondering. if things will ever be always the same. i admit i do change too. but why is it that some people can get along well even leaving school but some just cant? why is it that people will change? bahhx! recently browsing thru friendster. went to look at some of my friends profile. realise they have changed a lot. those once so familiar faces and character have seem to change to some strangers. maybe not quite stranger yet. but almost there. they have change so much that they are like totally out of my world now. maybe it was my fault. i was too preoccupied with my stuffs n mite have neglected them. i do agree that the few of us do have some very memorable and fun times together. those after skool hanging out together. those sitting down together just to jokes or to chat. those laughter. those crazy times. those enjoying the breeze moments. those exciting times. but they can only be....memories now...maybe it's not that ...