today ish another long weekday.
but monday always pass very fast. not sure why...maybe cos the lesson all nt tt boring cept fer GP. bahhx!

today hab maths n chem prac. maths test was hard lah. i dunno wad i doin. would be a miracle if i pass. but if i dun pass cher gonna call my parents le. cos last test i fail too. he say fail both den he'll call parents. shyt? bahhx. jus pray tt i pass. tho i noe i din put in enuff effort to study... oh well. too bad i guess...

den ish lesson n lesson den chem prac. bahhx. the prac was kinda ok bahx. jus da solvin part. my ans diff frm others. so i guess i'm wrong. cos usin specimen ans mahx. so ans shud b same one. so too bad fer me i guess. den da skill D whr u analyse error one. aiya. that one i memorise liao. but at that point dunno why i forget. so i dun think will get good marks bahx..blehhx. den got back last fri de chem paper...5/30! sian? cher put down there "underperformer!! i'm shocked!!" n ask me clarify n stuffs de. bahhx. suan le. gotta put in effort nxt time. jus gib myself da excuse tt cos tis time got cny den nv study enuff...

ms ah ms! wad the hell are you doing? do you want history to repeat itself? this time round you dont have the time for that...

i dont know why but i just hate going to skool now. dont know what's causin me to hate skool either. AHHHHH! jus hate it ! altho i seem carefree....

the feeling ish just so not right...