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gahhhhh ! i wonder why some people i just can bring myself to be their friend! the closer they get, the further i step back. dont try to get close to me. i prefer being a stranger with you. i know you're nice, you arent bad, you mean no harm, but i just dk why, i dont like you. prolly my 1st impression of you was bad and it never got better. prolly all along i get to know you, and realise i didnt like yr character. idk. i know, it's really hard to let u into my life.

Hello ! was jus reading through blog and i came across one of my friend's post saying change is constant. and he wrote "Flowers wither to allow new ones to grow. One second 'left' to invite the next second. So, for each passing moment, accept new happenings to your life!" hurhur, think i need to start accepting changes too! personally im someone who really hates changes, i always want things to remain how they are, but yeah, it's never gonna happen ! change change change. i wonder if ive change over the years too? hmm,idk what's gotten into me recently, been actually feeling down. bahhs ! too bored? idk! sometimes i wonder how long more the things around me will remain as it is. how long more will i get to chat with the people im chatting with daily. idk, i jus feels as tho one day, everything gna disappear from me! well, maybe i choose to disappear xD what's right? what's wrong? is there abosulute right and wrong in life? selfish, is it ok for peo...

booo! im back to blog! i wanted to update on my bday itself but didnt want to block the prev post xD ! hehe! so im here nowwwwww! anyways, exam's over! weeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ last paper is bad bad bad and 2nd last paper is bad bad bad! probably the worst paper! hope i dont fail both of them! they are pre-requisties for next yr sub! if i fail...hurhur...idk what happen, dont dare to think of it. right now i jus wanna enjoy! and work to earn some money to spend! :D anyway, im officially 20! nothing to be proud of cos i left my teens, but the person in the prev post says im still little! he's as little as me ok? xD thanks to xian and midzie for coming to my house at 12mn on 16th may jus to spend my bday with me! hehe! they wanted to buy a cake, but which cake shop would be open @ 12mn? maybe the shell station beside msl would be open? hahas! so they got me a variety of chocolate! and make me two cards! weeee! thanks guys xD of cos, not forgetting ling jie and her bf who spend my bday w...

Happy bdae to my lil dear ms =) Tho 20 years old le but still lil to me bahz.. hahaha Take care! Loves~

woots ! another paper down ! 2 more to go ! im left with pbf and econs which is my worst subj -.- ! pbf i seriously have no idea what going on! and i didnt even plan to er study for it initially, but after doing my poa paper and it died, i decided to study for pbf! and here's my plan. study chap 6 7 8 cause it's all calculations and seems quite ok and have almost 50% weightage. then pick chap 4 or 5 to memorise and leave the remaining out~ =x i'll be happy if i can score a 50% -.- prelim i didnt study at all and i score a 20% and i thought my pbf was gonna be the lowest mark but in the end econs i score 8% after studying for it ! GAH GO DIE PLS ECONS -.- and prelim pbf i left the hall after 1hr of the paper! 1hr and i score 20%? now im gna stay for the full 3 hours, am i scoring 60% this time? dreams on -.- anyway, maths was okay. except that i forgot the stupid larange multiplier and couldnt do that question. and some part i forgot so i did jus 1/2 the question =x and my ...

2 papers down ! 3 more to go ! im gna be freeeeeeeeeee soon ! exams exams! i seriously hate exams !!! who likes it anyway ~ AND XIAN ! WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO MEET ME?! WHEN HUH? WHENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN? alright, paper 1, poa, was a disaster! uber difficult ! as tho the question were all out to kill kill and kill ! i think no one was left alive after the exam. everything was killed :D moderation please? i need to pass poa ! if nt year 2 no sub to take -.- paper 2,stats, was better ! the paper was more manageable ! and the time is tooooo short ! i left out idk how many 1/2 questions and didnt have the time to check and go back to do what i left out initially ! during prelim, as i didnt study so most qn i couldnt do so there was PLENTY of time left! and this time, thinkin time is more than enuff, i do it slowly and diesss! when it was 30mins left, im still left with 50% UNDONE! hurhurhurhur! im so gna chiong thru my maths paper and score better ! and if there's plenty of time left in ...