Hello ! was jus reading through blog and i came across one of my friend's post saying change is constant. and he wrote
"Flowers wither to allow new ones to grow.
One second 'left' to invite the next second.
So, for each passing moment, accept new happenings to your life!"
hurhur, think i need to start accepting changes too! personally im someone who really hates changes, i always want things to remain how they are, but yeah, it's never gonna happen ! change change change. i wonder if ive change over the years too?
hmm,idk what's gotten into me recently, been actually feeling down. bahhs ! too bored? idk! sometimes i wonder how long more the things around me will remain as it is. how long more will i get to chat with the people im chatting with daily. idk, i jus feels as tho one day, everything gna disappear from me! well, maybe i choose to disappear xD
what's right? what's wrong? is there abosulute right and wrong in life? selfish, is it ok for people to be selfish in certain area? nice...why do people wants to be nice?
sometimes, i think im someone who cant forgive and forget. idk. towards some people, i jus cant seems to accept them into my life. i wonder whys. it's like since the start i didnt really like them. but when i got to know them better, i still tell myself, "no,i dont like so and so!" even when unknowningly i seems to be getting closer to that person, when i realise it, ill take a step back and tell myself, gah, dont get too close to so and so.
gah, confusion on the inside! it's hard to dealth with ):
friends see me as a happy person on the outside, but sometimes i really ask myself, am i really happy ? do i know what it's like to be truly happy? or am i always happy thus im so used to it that idk what's happy anymore?
AND SORRY MY DEAR LITTLE NOOB SISTER FOR MISSING OUT YOUR NAME BECOS YOU FORGOT MY PRESENT! HAHAHA! OKAY LAH, THANKS MY NOOB LITTLE SISTER MINWEI FOR WISHING ME HAPPY BDAY! big big le ok? xD
i feels like living in my own world with zero contact with people.
jealousy kills too =x
"Flowers wither to allow new ones to grow.
One second 'left' to invite the next second.
So, for each passing moment, accept new happenings to your life!"
hurhur, think i need to start accepting changes too! personally im someone who really hates changes, i always want things to remain how they are, but yeah, it's never gonna happen ! change change change. i wonder if ive change over the years too?
hmm,idk what's gotten into me recently, been actually feeling down. bahhs ! too bored? idk! sometimes i wonder how long more the things around me will remain as it is. how long more will i get to chat with the people im chatting with daily. idk, i jus feels as tho one day, everything gna disappear from me! well, maybe i choose to disappear xD
what's right? what's wrong? is there abosulute right and wrong in life? selfish, is it ok for people to be selfish in certain area? nice...why do people wants to be nice?
sometimes, i think im someone who cant forgive and forget. idk. towards some people, i jus cant seems to accept them into my life. i wonder whys. it's like since the start i didnt really like them. but when i got to know them better, i still tell myself, "no,i dont like so and so!" even when unknowningly i seems to be getting closer to that person, when i realise it, ill take a step back and tell myself, gah, dont get too close to so and so.
gah, confusion on the inside! it's hard to dealth with ):
friends see me as a happy person on the outside, but sometimes i really ask myself, am i really happy ? do i know what it's like to be truly happy? or am i always happy thus im so used to it that idk what's happy anymore?
AND SORRY MY DEAR LITTLE NOOB SISTER FOR MISSING OUT YOUR NAME BECOS YOU FORGOT MY PRESENT! HAHAHA! OKAY LAH, THANKS MY NOOB LITTLE SISTER MINWEI FOR WISHING ME HAPPY BDAY! big big le ok? xD
jealousy kills too =x
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