you know you arent good
you know you are far from perfect
you think you arent even close to average

then

why are you still slacking?
why arent you putting in all your efforts?

you dont have much time you know?
how long more you wanna slack?
how long more you wanna leave in your own world?
how long more before you wanna wake up fully?
how long more before you wanna accept that everything is not what you think it is?

just how long more you need?
you wasted too much time alrdy!

dont say you're trying, becos you arent even trying hard enough