i want to get out of how im feeling now
but i dont want to lose the way i feels now
teach me how?

i dont know what's on my mind
why it seems as though everything is mixed up
i thought i had already planned what to do
why does it seems as though nothing is working now?

i cant seems to find words to express myself
and this is kinda disturbing me
i wish i had put in more efforts into english
now i really feels like saying some things yet unable to do so

rawr, life isnt easy for me either.
how tough am i?
how long can this last?
how many percent will things go my way?