i has this feelin of closing down this blog. but im kinda bu she de to stop bloggin. blogging has been part of my life. started it back in 23rd October 2003, when i was in sec 2 ? i still remember clearly dinah was the one who introduce me to friendster and blogging. but the first blog i used was by blogdrive.com From 2003 till now, it's like almost 5 years of bloggin, though i did slack somewhere in the middle by not posting for like weeks =x but somewhat refuse to close down the blog. it's like already a part of my life. and im actually maintaining two blog at the moment. and i've like helped so many people created their blog. so yea. i cant bear to part with it ~
anyway, life's getting better as each day goes by. actually not really, jus that the feelings is slowly hidden somewhere. although results was release like 2 weeks ago. but tmr there's gonna be people asking HOW WELL have i done. and probably all the nagging gonna come back AGAIN. i wish they understand that there's nothing more i can do about it.
Dont know since when, i no longer like talking to parents, no longer like telling them about everyday happening. i remember it used to be the first thing i reach home from sch when i was young, i'll be telling you all the stuffs i did in school. now, i guess, i can no longer be the same
Anyway, tmr's going for Shao Mu(visiting the cemetry?), actually i see no purpose in shao mu, but since dad say if we DONT go, it's unfillal so i guess i jus got to tag along.
Anyway, i dont like the way my life is now, i want make changes but i dont know where to start. maybe i've already started but dont know how to continue. i dont know.
anyway, life's getting better as each day goes by. actually not really, jus that the feelings is slowly hidden somewhere. although results was release like 2 weeks ago. but tmr there's gonna be people asking HOW WELL have i done. and probably all the nagging gonna come back AGAIN. i wish they understand that there's nothing more i can do about it.
Dont know since when, i no longer like talking to parents, no longer like telling them about everyday happening. i remember it used to be the first thing i reach home from sch when i was young, i'll be telling you all the stuffs i did in school. now, i guess, i can no longer be the same
Anyway, tmr's going for Shao Mu(visiting the cemetry?), actually i see no purpose in shao mu, but since dad say if we DONT go, it's unfillal so i guess i jus got to tag along.
Anyway, i dont like the way my life is now, i want make changes but i dont know where to start. maybe i've already started but dont know how to continue. i dont know.
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