As stated, im back here to blog abt my year 2010.
Has the year been a good one for you? Overall, i think it've been a pretty bad year for me.
Family.
Grandpa passed away on the 11th of may. I rmb clearly i was on my way to expo for my year 2 exams. And then my phone rang and it said 'dad calling' i was puzzled, i jus left hse nt long and dad didnt mention he has anything to tell me. And it's like super rare that he'll call. Usually it's like even when im nt home till super late, he'll jus wait for the nxt day to nag or scold me. I pick up his call. He ask for directions to ttsh. Asked him why and he said grandpa had a bad fall and is in the hospital. Still unsure of what is the situation like. He then told me nt to worry and jus do well for exam first and contact my sis. Which i did and arrange time to meet up after my paper and her lesson.
Situation wasnt good. Atmosphere was bad. And ttsh actually have some gate thingy to prevent too many ppl frm goin in. We talked we laughed we cried we remain silent. Too many ppl that day, everyone turned up to visit. Even some nv seen before relatives. needed to take turns to visit. So went to foodcourt w cousins to allow others to visit and we can have our dinner.
While eating, mum came down to find us. And only shortly after she sat down, her phone rang, grandpa left. Nobody has the mood to even finish that food. Grab our bags and ran towards the lift. Had to pass thru the gate and it said reach limit. told security we didnt have time to wait for others to come out. They let us in usin their pass.
Solemn atmosphere. Tears rolled down. By the time we reached theyve alrdy clear all the tubes that was sustaining his life. He was alrdy wrapped in some white plastic. What more can we do? Gathered and cried. And then silent. Uncles were more rational. They plan for the funeral. A 5days thing. Apart frm feeling sad, had to take care of parents too. 4hrs trip to and fro everyday.
I regretted nt visiting u. But i noe clearly if time was to turn back, i would still be the same. At least, im glad i spent 12yrs of my life with you. Tho half of them i prolly dont have any memories. I thank you for shielding me frm scolding by my parents when i was playful and naughty. I thank you for leaving food for me becos we both have the same liking and u let me have it. Rambutans, mango, jackfrui, papaya, soursop, custard apple and banana. U grew them. Whenever it ripes u share them w me. Not forgetting sugar crackers and peanut crackers.
Have you been well? Ive been fine. Im an adult now, 21yo alrdy. i just visited you ytd, for the first time ever since u left. what's the new year gonna be like without you around?
Dad side relative, we skip cny so din talk much w them. I nv like talking to them anyway. Age gap! And they forever want to compare results. No idea what happened but dad decided to skip cny w them and we joyfully agreed! So we skipped cny w them for the first time! every year we only met up on 2 days. one being cny 2nd day, the other being qing ming jie. apart from tt, we dont even talk. there's no topic at all even when we met up for that two days. every year is the same qn. how's studies.
My own lil family didnt have much changes. Oh, sis move out of the room now. So we each have our own room. Tho i really wish to throw every furnitures and redeco but it's prolly a waste of money. Oh well.
Thanks for giving me more freedom now. I know ive disappointed u guys uncountable times, i noe it will still happen. But thank you, for raising me, for beliving in me even tho u guys nv said anything. u guys have always been there making sure we were well, making sure we dont lack any neccessities. u guys worried abt us more than we worried abt ourselves. thank you. To all other relative who've bee there giving guidance. Thanks.
sis. i love you. ure prolly the best companion i could ever have. i thank parents for giving me a sibling to play with, to annoy, to joke, to laugh to do everything with. at times we're annoying each other at times we're inseparable. but really, you're the best companion i could ever have. we fight we quarrel we shout but we smile we laugh we play we joke too :D thanks for being my sister.
Studies/work
i did badly for my studies. Way too badly that i was almost retained. I had too much fun goin out and all. I regretted but isnt gna help at all. I have my pride, i refused to accept the fact that i was on the verge of being retain. i was always seen as a smart kid, or rather, someone who will excel in studies, but i failed, and i refused to let ppl noe. But now, it doesnt matter anymore. Ive fall and ive pick myself up (hopefully). i need to do something abt it. there's way too many ppl tt's concern abt me and i cant afford to disappoint every single of them. i need to.
I was workin as a telemart. my first long term part time job. started in oct 2009. ended in may 2010. working with xian since i dragged her in. The boss sucks. Dk why he has to be named Jason. Nothing goes into him except his own thinking. It was fun talking back to him and treating him like a fool. that's prolly my motivation for going to work. Fun's over tho. I left without bidding goodbye. he isnt even worth a goodbye maybe. the only fun part about working there is prolly yunxian and the ppl working there. all i miss now is meeting xian at admiralty mrt. then taking train down w her all the way to clarke quay. gossip abt everything under the sun on the journey and even at work.
I work durin my hols as admin asst under finance dept. Jus billing ppl. But i managed to survived 2mths without complaining. It taught me that the work may be boring, all ive to do is to find ways to love it and motivates myself. I excel in it. Boss was uber happy and he cares abt me. He even gives me some insight of the accg path. When i got my results, he query and when i said i failed, he talks to me and encourage me. Told me his experiences and ask me nt to giv up. I rmb him saying 'if u wan to do smth, giv it yr best shot since u may nt have a second chance' i had fun there. I tried my best to mix in and i did. They commented i was the only temp tt mix in tt well. (:
2010 is the year i turn 21!! Yes, that includes alot of my friends turning 21! Celebrations one after another. Play play play and play! Tt prolly further justify why i flunk my exams.
Oh i bought my phone w my own money for the first time. Nokia C6. Bought clothes on my own too. Prolly it's all part of growing up.
Cant really rmb what's there for 2010 left. These are prolly the major events. (: looked thru my blog and realise i posted less than 100 post for the year 2010!! not even 1/3 of the year. lols.
to all my friends, be it we meet often or not and including those never meet before one *points specifically to ricky* thanks for being part of my life. thanks for being there to make my life more meaningful in a way or another. thanks for encouragement now and then. life would be so much more boring without you guys.
Has the year been a good one for you? Overall, i think it've been a pretty bad year for me.
Family.
Grandpa passed away on the 11th of may. I rmb clearly i was on my way to expo for my year 2 exams. And then my phone rang and it said 'dad calling' i was puzzled, i jus left hse nt long and dad didnt mention he has anything to tell me. And it's like super rare that he'll call. Usually it's like even when im nt home till super late, he'll jus wait for the nxt day to nag or scold me. I pick up his call. He ask for directions to ttsh. Asked him why and he said grandpa had a bad fall and is in the hospital. Still unsure of what is the situation like. He then told me nt to worry and jus do well for exam first and contact my sis. Which i did and arrange time to meet up after my paper and her lesson.
Situation wasnt good. Atmosphere was bad. And ttsh actually have some gate thingy to prevent too many ppl frm goin in. We talked we laughed we cried we remain silent. Too many ppl that day, everyone turned up to visit. Even some nv seen before relatives. needed to take turns to visit. So went to foodcourt w cousins to allow others to visit and we can have our dinner.
While eating, mum came down to find us. And only shortly after she sat down, her phone rang, grandpa left. Nobody has the mood to even finish that food. Grab our bags and ran towards the lift. Had to pass thru the gate and it said reach limit. told security we didnt have time to wait for others to come out. They let us in usin their pass.
Solemn atmosphere. Tears rolled down. By the time we reached theyve alrdy clear all the tubes that was sustaining his life. He was alrdy wrapped in some white plastic. What more can we do? Gathered and cried. And then silent. Uncles were more rational. They plan for the funeral. A 5days thing. Apart frm feeling sad, had to take care of parents too. 4hrs trip to and fro everyday.
I regretted nt visiting u. But i noe clearly if time was to turn back, i would still be the same. At least, im glad i spent 12yrs of my life with you. Tho half of them i prolly dont have any memories. I thank you for shielding me frm scolding by my parents when i was playful and naughty. I thank you for leaving food for me becos we both have the same liking and u let me have it. Rambutans, mango, jackfrui, papaya, soursop, custard apple and banana. U grew them. Whenever it ripes u share them w me. Not forgetting sugar crackers and peanut crackers.
Have you been well? Ive been fine. Im an adult now, 21yo alrdy. i just visited you ytd, for the first time ever since u left. what's the new year gonna be like without you around?
Dad side relative, we skip cny so din talk much w them. I nv like talking to them anyway. Age gap! And they forever want to compare results. No idea what happened but dad decided to skip cny w them and we joyfully agreed! So we skipped cny w them for the first time! every year we only met up on 2 days. one being cny 2nd day, the other being qing ming jie. apart from tt, we dont even talk. there's no topic at all even when we met up for that two days. every year is the same qn. how's studies.
My own lil family didnt have much changes. Oh, sis move out of the room now. So we each have our own room. Tho i really wish to throw every furnitures and redeco but it's prolly a waste of money. Oh well.
Thanks for giving me more freedom now. I know ive disappointed u guys uncountable times, i noe it will still happen. But thank you, for raising me, for beliving in me even tho u guys nv said anything. u guys have always been there making sure we were well, making sure we dont lack any neccessities. u guys worried abt us more than we worried abt ourselves. thank you. To all other relative who've bee there giving guidance. Thanks.
sis. i love you. ure prolly the best companion i could ever have. i thank parents for giving me a sibling to play with, to annoy, to joke, to laugh to do everything with. at times we're annoying each other at times we're inseparable. but really, you're the best companion i could ever have. we fight we quarrel we shout but we smile we laugh we play we joke too :D thanks for being my sister.
Studies/work
i did badly for my studies. Way too badly that i was almost retained. I had too much fun goin out and all. I regretted but isnt gna help at all. I have my pride, i refused to accept the fact that i was on the verge of being retain. i was always seen as a smart kid, or rather, someone who will excel in studies, but i failed, and i refused to let ppl noe. But now, it doesnt matter anymore. Ive fall and ive pick myself up (hopefully). i need to do something abt it. there's way too many ppl tt's concern abt me and i cant afford to disappoint every single of them. i need to.
I was workin as a telemart. my first long term part time job. started in oct 2009. ended in may 2010. working with xian since i dragged her in. The boss sucks. Dk why he has to be named Jason. Nothing goes into him except his own thinking. It was fun talking back to him and treating him like a fool. that's prolly my motivation for going to work. Fun's over tho. I left without bidding goodbye. he isnt even worth a goodbye maybe. the only fun part about working there is prolly yunxian and the ppl working there. all i miss now is meeting xian at admiralty mrt. then taking train down w her all the way to clarke quay. gossip abt everything under the sun on the journey and even at work.
I work durin my hols as admin asst under finance dept. Jus billing ppl. But i managed to survived 2mths without complaining. It taught me that the work may be boring, all ive to do is to find ways to love it and motivates myself. I excel in it. Boss was uber happy and he cares abt me. He even gives me some insight of the accg path. When i got my results, he query and when i said i failed, he talks to me and encourage me. Told me his experiences and ask me nt to giv up. I rmb him saying 'if u wan to do smth, giv it yr best shot since u may nt have a second chance' i had fun there. I tried my best to mix in and i did. They commented i was the only temp tt mix in tt well. (:
2010 is the year i turn 21!! Yes, that includes alot of my friends turning 21! Celebrations one after another. Play play play and play! Tt prolly further justify why i flunk my exams.
Oh i bought my phone w my own money for the first time. Nokia C6. Bought clothes on my own too. Prolly it's all part of growing up.
Cant really rmb what's there for 2010 left. These are prolly the major events. (: looked thru my blog and realise i posted less than 100 post for the year 2010!! not even 1/3 of the year. lols.
to all my friends, be it we meet often or not and including those never meet before one *points specifically to ricky* thanks for being part of my life. thanks for being there to make my life more meaningful in a way or another. thanks for encouragement now and then. life would be so much more boring without you guys.
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