been awhile since i last updated. where've i been? hmmm...ive no idea what ive been doing either. jus plain slacking and lazing around. let's just take it as hibernating :D
1month+ of hibernation. it's prolly time to get back to the reality. seriously dont know where i should start but i know ive alot of things i wanna do. and money come first. so job first? think ill just look for a temp job while waiting for results + search for audit job. at least there would be money coming in for me to buy my camera and iphone! O.o
it's still kinda unbelievable that im actually a fresh graduate alrdy!! kinda too fast. or prolly im too slow. tsk.
life's feeling funny recently. came to realise that friends i care about dont care about me in return and in fact friends that i mildly care about are actually more concern about me. furthermore, friends that im close with(supposedly) dont really care about me and it's like doesnt match my way of life. in fact it's those friends whom im not that close with are actually on the same frequency as i am. is it becos things changing or is it becos we never match in the beginning?
but it doesnt really matter does it? learnt from some friends that there's no point dedicating your time to focus to keep in contact with a once close friend that doesnt respond to you now. it would be better to use those time to continue keep in contact with those that are still willing to keep in contact.
and soemtimes i wonder how people remember me as? do they remember me or rather know me as me or do they know me as A's friends or B's friends? and if one day that "link" broke, will we still be in contact?
there's still alot for me to learn in life. be it human relations or self improvement. ive wasted too much time but either im lazy or there's this money constraint. oh wells.
let's hope my future gonna be good :D
1month+ of hibernation. it's prolly time to get back to the reality. seriously dont know where i should start but i know ive alot of things i wanna do. and money come first. so job first? think ill just look for a temp job while waiting for results + search for audit job. at least there would be money coming in for me to buy my camera and iphone! O.o
it's still kinda unbelievable that im actually a fresh graduate alrdy!! kinda too fast. or prolly im too slow. tsk.
life's feeling funny recently. came to realise that friends i care about dont care about me in return and in fact friends that i mildly care about are actually more concern about me. furthermore, friends that im close with(supposedly) dont really care about me and it's like doesnt match my way of life. in fact it's those friends whom im not that close with are actually on the same frequency as i am. is it becos things changing or is it becos we never match in the beginning?
but it doesnt really matter does it? learnt from some friends that there's no point dedicating your time to focus to keep in contact with a once close friend that doesnt respond to you now. it would be better to use those time to continue keep in contact with those that are still willing to keep in contact.
and soemtimes i wonder how people remember me as? do they remember me or rather know me as me or do they know me as A's friends or B's friends? and if one day that "link" broke, will we still be in contact?
there's still alot for me to learn in life. be it human relations or self improvement. ive wasted too much time but either im lazy or there's this money constraint. oh wells.
let's hope my future gonna be good :D
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