this describe my situation now.

im like the guy in the photo. standing at the junction.
it's misty everywhere.

I've to decide what to do, where to go. But it's so misty that i cant make my decision properly.

As much as i want to say "I'm fine" deep inside im not.

Family, friends, relatives have all potray me as someone smart, good in studies. How am i suppose to break the news and say "hey im repeating" and they goes "oh why? how come? too hard?"

i rather say "yup fine, everything ok" -the end-

whatever it is, dont ask if im ok. i will simply answer "yes ok" unless you're someone im willing to share details with.