dreams over, back to reality! sighhhhh!

for the past 3months, it really feels like a dream to me.
with you, everything's fun. all i do was have fun, have fun and have fun.
it's always like that,
time spent with you is like living in a dream,
like it doesnt matter whether things right or wrong.
like it doesnt matter whether im wasting time, money and efforts.
like it doesnt matter if i dont turn up for school.
like it doesnt matter if i fail all my exams.
like it doesnt matter if all i do everything is to hang out with you.
like it doesnt matter if i sleep at 5am and wakes at 9am the nxt morning.
like it doesnt matter if i dont go home at all.
like nothing esle matter as long as you're with me.
only when you are with me, i forget about all the things im worrying about.

now that you're back in aussie,
the first thing that i thought of was "shyt?! dreams over?"
followed by "eh? youre back in aussie so fast?"
and "eh? 3 months passed just like that?"
and "when's the nxt time im seein you agn?"

reality's back. your departure brings along worry. about my life, my sch, my fam, everything. i forgot where i last left off. i forgot where should i start moving on from. i forgot how was life w/o you. i forgotttttttttttttttt!

RAWR!

this is not the first, second nor the third time you're leaving, but why the intensity of "bu she de-ness" and sadness is never decreasing?

but dont worry, ill be strong without you around. i know that's what u wan me to be. i know you wont forget about me. thanks for everything over the past 3 months!

take care!
study hard!
awaiting for the day
till we meet again! =P