idk what's right. idk what's wrong. i dont even know im living the life i want. but sometimes i ask, does it all matters? so what if im doin things i like? so what if im doing things for the sake of doing things? so what if im working cause i <3 the job? so what if im working just becos of the money? so what if life goes the way you want? so what if it doesnt? what matters in life? what's impt in life? is things each and everyone decide? and there's a general "thing" that's impt to everyone?!



is it really hard to trust? how do we tell who can we trust? how do we tell who cant be trusted? how can we tell the person you trust doesnt backstab you? who's trust friends? who isnt? its complicated isnt it? we wants to trust yet we've to protect ourselves.

sad to say, i think my boss still doesnt trust me. and i think he never will. well, it doesnt matter i guess. life's like that!



this is dedicated to the person who 95% is sitting beside me @ work! im sure you know who you are! im sure u confirm will read my blog. (: till now, i still think our friendship is a special one (: thanks for being part of my life! tho at times you're really really cmi! =x lols! jy in everything too!



i hope the person im dedicating to knows it! lmao