today, had driving lesson as usual, but the usual-15-mins-early me was 3mins late today ! cause i overslept =x anyway, today he taught me parking. it's unbelieve-able-ly hard ? yesh, i cant controling the half clutch and speed while turning into the small small parking lot. and have to make sure the car is straight ! next time i shall invent wider parking lot ! im jus kiddin =x

after that, i went back to innova to collect my 'a' cert. i've been wanting to go after my driving lessons for the past 2-3 weeks, but i always have something on after my driving lesson. so it's like finally, i went back to collect my cert.

this time, i went back alone to collect my 'a' cert. unlike when i collect my 'o' cert where i have hong ging to accompany me, and after collecting cert we went visiting and talking to teachers.

today, i finally walk the same path i've been walking for like 2 years ? but this time, im alone. unlike at the start of 2006 where i walk to eric lee and company, or with geok for runs in the morning, or with elaine at the end of 2006, or with manda at the end of 2007, today, i walk alone. even tho i was alone, all that was in my mind was the people whom i walked that path with.

before i almost reach innova, in my mind i was thinking, please dont let me meet any teacher that i know of, i just want to get my cert and leave the school. and things didnt go the way i wanted ! the moment i said HI to the security guard, i saw Mr James Wong, my tennis teacher-in-charge ! he saw me and walk away, so i was like "phew" and proceed to the office, but he was there as though he knew im going to enter the office.

so he pass me this slip of paper where i have to write my results and if im offered any course at any university, i wrote them and pass back to him. he look at the paper, glance at me, look at the paper, glance at me, look at the paper, smile and me and say "can i ask what's the U ?" so i replied him "U for geography" and i thought he will say "you didnt study hard for geography is it? or was the paoer too hard?" but instead he said "you didnt go for the paper is it ?" he sounded as though if i went for the paper i wouldnt be scoring U. thanks for that. had a minor conversation with him and he wish me all the best for my course in university. he's still as friendly as he was when he approach me back in year 2006 to ask if i could help out in the tennis team, even though i went for like less than 10 session of tennis per year. i felt bad about that.

after that, i left the school, walking the same path back to woodlands mrt station, then i realise, the people whom i went school with wasnt really the people whom i leave sch with. for the road back home, i've walk with hongging, 4M1 people, G.A.M.E, danielling and lenard, ven loh and wei liang and some minor random people. yeah, i miss those days!

on my way back, i flip through the yearbook, only to realise there's actually so many teachers in innova that the photo have to stretch across 2 pages long! and i think among so many of them, there's only like 4 of them which i want to remember, they are miss sarah ang, mrs yap, mr lim heng lee and mr james wong.

apart from teachers, of course there are friends in innova i wish to remember. but then agn, maybe this people arent those whom i've tried to get along with when i was still in innova, probably there's alot of things i wish i did but i didnt and i somewhat regret now. and this kind of feelings is somewhat same towards some secondary school friends. yesh, some people to me are special, but i just didnt know how to tell them or let them know that they are special, and in fact, i think i sometimes ignore them. but then agn, i dont know if im able to change this habit of mine, for taking people for granted and then regreting i didnt put in more effort initially. maybe they know who they are, maybe they dont. but im not gna mention names here.

in a few days time, im going to start sch at SIM, why does it feels as though it was jus yesterday that i am still in Innova ? but then agn, i miss my secondary school life too ! especially when i was in sec 1 and 2.

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车窗外的雨下着
我在红灯前停着
下一刻
踩下油门我想该跨过了
会难过是肯定的
失去爱情的痛彻
我懂得

是因为认真才如此难割舍
你给过的好我会一直记得
笑过哭过我都曾经很快乐


你走后孤单不算什么
两个人我们曾更寂寞

爱情在时间里遗失了
我不想再僵持着

告别两个人的寂寞
天空很灰却比较辽阔
不必再拥抱时感觉忐忑
失去后比拥有踏实了


感觉自由了

该忘的 我忘了 回忆是好的
该记的 我记得 爱过就算值得
明天是自己的 我会更快乐
得到的 失去了 扯平了

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